If I Ever Get My Chance

it might not be the right time

and i might not be the right one..

i know it takes years to build up trust,

and only second to destroy it..

but i'll make the best of the best i can

and i'll be better for it if i ever get my chance..

You'll Be Gone.. ( You'll be My Memory )

It's always has to grow, just leave them all behind
hope we'll never found, cos all my health was here
and the disease gone feel fine now..

the pills get operated, without you by my side
no smell from your breathe, and smile from your face
it's has to changed, just leave them all behind

and hope we'll never found..

just sleeping with no wake and it's all I ask to you, my dear..

you will be the memory, hide your pain carefully
choose your grave immediately, and hide your pain immediately..

cos time running fast without you notice,
that your life getting short forget your good time first..

If I Told You, Would You Care?

It took me a while to figure what I feel

and you didn't realize, I'm lonely..

what if I told you I loved you so..
would it move you enough,
to even act as though you've heard?
what if I said I was leaving..
would you still find a reason

to ignore my every word?
what if I told you I need you,

would you still not agree to even offer me your hand?

and what if I said I was dying,

would you keep on denying my attempts to be your man?

if I told you, would you care? (do you care at all?)
if I told you, would you still never be there?

I'm the one who waits here for you..

I'm the one who'll always adore you,
and I'm the one who's dying for your call..

Don't wanna be Just a Memory to You

Maybe the sadness comes when it's least expected,
it shot out of the dark, and slammed in our face
the hurt it brings can't be stopped,

and the hurt it brings can't be cured..

feels trapped inside of your eyes,
gleam like stars above, emptiness inside..
caught inside of your arms,
warmer than the sun, and emptiness so full..

maybe the love that you have for me,

is done and dead, and so far away
but you're still here in my head,
you're still here, and you'll never leave my heart..

I always remember you and me when we used to

laugh all night until we fell asleep..
and i know we're through
but i've still got thoughts of you left inside my head,
hmm well... in my head...

but though we've grown apart,

I'll still be there for you..
Cause I don't wanna be just a memory to you..

Walking Alone

.......

maybe sometimes I need to apologize,

I need to admit that I ain't right..

and sometimes I should just keep my mouth shut.

now I can't speak, and I lost my voice,

speechless and redundant..
'cause I love you's not enough,
I'm lost for words..

and I'm still walking alone...

Sick and Blue

I was lost in conversation,

and I was lost in contemplation

I'm sick and blue..

but there's nothing all I can do,

just make my fears come true..

Another Day Left Waiting

Huff.. another day left waiting,

I'm alone in my room with no calls from you.

and another day left crying,

in my room with nothing left to do.

tryin' to call you up, but you let me down..

remembering you said that it's not right,

and you said it's over now..

I thought that this would never end,

just things were so clear but they fell through.

High hopes of problems never failed

and just thinkin' of the best..

( stand still annoyed with no one around )

you're graceful, your grace falls, down around me in my eyes..

You're lovely, your love leaves, so easily in my eyes..

I Wish, I Can't Remember..

I can't remember my own sanity.

Gods love ain't forever and he'll set us free.

Thought I had to tell you,

we came from the breeze but I dont care forever.

I dont need a thing and I wish can't remember...