How do I Explain...??

The endings the same..

past mistakes that I've made, come back to haunt me.

I made a mistake, and I wish I could take back everything that I did

I wanted to tell you, what really happened, but how do I explain this?

Promise me, you will be there until the red light will change,

I would wait forever.. And please promise me,

you will stay here until the darkness will fade, and I'd wait for you..

Swear.. I wanted to tell you, what really happened,

but I just don't know how do I explain this?

how do I explain everything?

Shrinking Universe

Cast your eye tears on to me,
And I'll show you what you really need
Give too much attention
And I'll reflect your imperfections..
Purposeless survival,
Now there's nothing left to die for
So don't struggle to recognize
Now the cruelly heart-felt suicide..

Can't you see it's over?
Because you're the God of a shrinking universe..

Life is Not Distant

Life is not distant like that, it is mad..

Just like a star that explodes, or like notes..

You should pretend not to know, It is slow...

Ruins

Wise one comes, she makes my dizzy away

but she killed me with her sight, and then ruin fall on me..

she turn on the light, and she makes my day so bright

then now the light are off, I surrounded by inky dark..

Friends or the enemy..

cos she's the same, always stand in front of me

will she feed me when I'm drown? or she kill me when I'm young?

I'm just sit here to catch, and take much as you can throw to me..

Don't you know, it's not so great in here..

wise one comes, and than ruin fall on me...

I am...

I'm two people,

one you know but don't like,

and the other one you don't know

and you will don't want to..

I have two faces,

one of which you know, me with happiness

and the other one I never would show..

" I'm just the man who has everythin',

has everythin' to hide.. "

Peeping Tom

I'm careful not to fall, I have to climb your wall

'cause you're the one who makes me feel much taller than you are..

I'm just a peeping tom, on my own for far too long

problems with the booze, nothing left to lose..

the face that fills the hole, that stole my broken soul

the one that makes me seem to feel much taller than you are..

I'm just a peeping tom, on my own for far too long

troubles with the gear, nothing left to fear..

with every bet I lost, and every trick I tossed

you're still the one who makes me feel much taller than you are..

I'm just a peeping tom, on my own for far too long

problems with the booze, and nothing left to lose..

" I'm weightless... I'm bare..

I'm faithless... and I'm scared... "

Man That Lives Inside

he has no twin, he has no brother

he's all alone, a lonelyness soul

tonite he found another's

try to break down his alter ego

he's there lying on his weakness

coz the other's was mad, won't give him forgiveness

he felt scary because the other's was angry

a man that lives inside, he's already woke up tonite

he dont even know who is he

man that lives inside

looks like his opposite

that will never be torn apart

* thanks to carraya...

It's me..

Hi !

My name is Fahmi Fauzi Ahmad

I was born with the wrong sign,

in the wrong house with the wrong ascendancy

I took the wrong road, that led to the wrong tendencies

I was in the wrong place at the wrong time

for the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme

on the wrong day, of the wrong week

and I used the wrong method with the wrong technique..

There's something wrong with me chemically

and something wrong with me inherently

the wrong mix, and in the wrong genes.

I reached the wrong ends by the wrong means,

it puts the wrong plan, in the wrong hands

the wrong theory for the wrong man,

the wrong eyes on the wrong prize

the wrong questions and with the wrong replies..

And this is me...